New World DISSORDER?

We hear all this stuff about "New World Order" and the Bush administration, but the fact of the matter is..... A new World "Dissorder". Or is it? I loved India's response to our stock market crash per say. That they would not allow themselves to be effected by what goes on in our Stock market exchange. So, they traded as usual. The thing that bothers me the most is how we, the American people, are so dumbfounded by all this. I mean I really DONT know the facts about why our government is spending 700 billion of our money to BAIL OUT the banks. I guess it is a
nice gesture. I dont see any reason why our economy is so weak that banks need bailing out in the first place. Espically after the Clinton administration claiming we had a ZERO defficate once before and how GREAT our economy is. Even with a war in Iraq our economy should be able to handle such a thing money wize. I wish I knew EXACTALLY why the man who stepped down from handling our money did. Yes, Bush could be up to some sneaky stuff. He and Clinton were in this Secret society at Yale I hear. Proof of everything is hard to prove for someone like me, and one could certainly put a puzzle together that looks like a world holicostic evangelical end, but I cannot, so what do I do? Watch the news and believe what they say? Feel nothing and just go about my own business? What about voting for president? Who shall I vote for and who do I believe? My gut feelings tell me the white house is going to USE Sarah Palin and her state to
gane control over all oil, but is that such a BAD thing when Alaska is not a forigen country, but indeed, one of our own. ( I want to buy land in Colorado!) I want to settle there and look at the mountains and create art and forget all this shit about world affairs, and even US affairs.
The only thing I could do is BE APART of it all; an insider to it all, and I am not that.
Now, lets say it starts effecting my job. Well, it has. Nobody buys anything anymore it seems.
Nobody enjoys just living. Its WORK WORK WORK to just pay a small mortage, or a large one for some. Will America's government PROVE to be a failure? Are are we going to pull out of this
in fame and fortune. What is the outcome of a government that cannot stay the course you might say with constant flip flopping of Democratic views, and Rep. views? Life is strange and stranger still. Each day is like a miraculous movie with all the players playing and all the actors acting.
If I look at my life in that general since and say to myself that this is just a short little stop for my spiritual self, I can roll with it; trying to create an atmosphere of good health, prosperity, positive emotional energy for the universe, then, perhaps, my soul will be gravitated towards HEAVEN once it leaves this physical body. And being honest, hopeful, loving, and kind to myself and others is about the only way I will create this lifestyle. NOt living the FAST PACED crazy life alot of us do with cell phone in one hand, lap top in the other, and a huge amount of stress constant on my sholders will keep this aura nicely generated as well. LIfe. Quality of life. Connected to nature, to my roots, to God.