I am wanting to express myself verbally in my blog. As a child I could write and write, and I did write in a journal, a diary for many, many years; 8 years, then another 5. After a house fire I was able to salvage some of my journals which included my teenage, PTSD years. Very troubled young woman I was. Being half autistic, and the other half artistic, and the rest of my psyche traumatized makes for some pretty wild art; Healing art for 10 years.....now my art has changed. Going through menopause puts some changes to my psyche as well; pure spiritual freedom and content at last. But now I must finish what i have started, or do i start again where i finished??? That is my question to myself at hand. I am just going to start using all the found objects and materials I have and start creating my awsome mixed media art; downsize and clean house. At the very least I have it all, however life still interrupts me; interruptions that any woman with 5 grown kids could incur. Grandkids, new babies, old babies still in high school! My My! Burnt out brain from so many drugs that kept me alive as I grew up, yet now, full circle, the therapy of pharmaceutical drugs keeps me sane. I tried everything homeopathy; healing my adrenals, thyroid hormone, dopamine, serotonin, even BHRT for years.
Okay, my point here? Nothing. Just sayin. lol
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