The Initiation of Death

After a very long year of soul searching, philosophy reading, and inner awareness I have to come to the point in my life where I face an initiation of death. I am aware of my mind being
the force that creates my emotions which controls my body actions and intentions. As an artist this is a new depth to create with. A newness could bring me to lighter color and less complicated
applications. Could I become a simplified artist? To me simplified would mean a process of a less in tense approach. A willingness to control my environment with ease and love as to keep my newness of awareness alive and free. If I am truly entering the initiation of death to all the domesticated proverbs and beliefs I have learned thoughout my life about myself and who I thought I was then my days will be certainly be free, light and simplified. I feel now like I have so much awareness over myself that I tend to see everything and everybody around me as left behind! It is sad to see everyone so far away and not with me, I will have to go back
and love them so they will see the difference and wonder what I did and then share with them
how to go about transforming themselves too. It is only by choice that I transform. It is a hard process, but a necessary one for me. I deserve it, I want it, and I will be me. Free.
The art that will conspire from this transformed me is going to actually become a very
collected art. I know this already. I have known this because the art was already there, only I did not understand it. I understand it now because I understand myself and who I am and what I am. The art is from my subconscience mind, but now I am the subconscience mind in full body and spirit. A complete whole person. The artist who will love and create and give to all of humanity and universe. Happy and Free!!
Karen J Harper Wassmer, Whispering Angels® Art Studio 2007