Sunday, November 18, 2007

The ADHD world

Sometimes Im good, sometimes Im not, but now, off the meds Im much happier, freeer and
very creative for sure. My mind sorta sputters through the last week, now going on 2 weeks
and my brain is starting to take itself over again. I hope it remembers how to stay somewhat on
task. The medicine did keep me driven focused. Adderall, speed, is the drug I was on for 15 years.
I think about taking it espically in the mornings. Waking up is hard. But coffee, and a few more cups with some excersise is doing it right now. Or, my kids. 5 kids. And they all call me. Well, 2 still at home and very active ones too. 11 year old girl and 15 year old boy.
Artwork process is hard, but not at 1 am. However, off the meds, Im ready for bed pretty early now. However, this week not so much. So, we shall see how it goes for the next few weeks.
Hormones and ADHD. Maybe I dont have it anymore. Maybe it was a chemical reaction from earlier child hood trama? Who knows.
karen

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